The Beginning of an End

I think tonight will mark a night in which my sister will ultimately deal with me. I’ve vented as much as I can by blogging and by bitching to my best friend. I think I’ve decided I’m tired. Period.
I get tired of being diplomatic. Tonight my sister told me of her plans to start a new place, and while I wish I could be happy for her…I simply asked her, why can’t she concentrate her energy on her current place where it is VERY MUCH NEEDED!?
She said her current place will do just fine and that she does not wish to be strapped down to a place like our mom. She wants to open the place and sort of let it run itself instead of spending her time managing it. I simply said, “So you finally admit you intentionally treat the place half-assed?” She looked at me so hurt and disappointed…like I asked if she had her tail and horns sawed off? I simply told her, “I’d rather know that you intentionally treat the place half-assed so I know that you’re intelligent enough to understand what you’re doing.” Needless to say, she looks pissed-off by now. I don’t care. I love her, and god knows she’ll do whatever…I’d rather have a bitchy intelligent sister than a total clueless dumb-ass. So um…if I don’t live to blog for much longer, I love you all.